Thanks a lot to Allah S.W.T. because to day i have only one class. The other 2 class are postponed to another date. The mathematic class is postponed because madam faizah has to go to 'kursus'. That`s the first relief. The next one give me another great relief, the postponing of chemistry class.
But, there`s frustration that could not be solved easily. I call it as a 'life factor'. I don`t know what i suppose to call it but it is rather an illusion that give me the strength. Well, maybe i am telling you something ridiculous, but seriously, losing it is just like losing all hopes and desire to continue life. Oh Allah, please help me to solve the problem. It looks like only Allah can lead me to the truth.